My stressful days

hi guys..

today i wanna share something again..

what did you all feel if you have to do a project while all your friends having a holiday ?

can you all have the same feel like me ?

i am so stressful !

a lot of problem and project that i must do..

my brain looks like gonna blow soon. boooommmmm

if i can back to that time, i will say NO ! to my Previous leader

i regret that i have to say yes that time..

now its too late for me to say no again.

i have to do all of this..

i have an promise it at the altar on feb 2010 few month ago

i have to do this for one year ..

you know what ??

being the leader isn't that easy..

you have prepare an EXTRAORDINARY patience..

you must be ready to receive protests from people..

you must be ready to accept the consequences..

essentially, you should be ready for anything that comes to you..

or not, you will be like me..

stressful now..

can't solve the problem..

a lot of problem comes to me and i just can say confuse and CONFUSE !

just like today..

a problem comes to me and i am panic..

i call to my partner, she's not answered it

i just panicked alone..

alone.. and alone..

so i imprison myself all day.

i'm sorry for those who had been ignored by me today :)

sorry..

today my mood isn't good so i hope u can understand it :)

ok. that's all that i gonna share for all of you.

feeling little relief after share this to all of you ...

sorryy.. hehe :)